Christmas is just around the corner. I've always loved this time of the year. The crisp, cold breeze, how the sun shines like it is morning sunshine the whole day,the rush, the bright lights, the Christmas parties, the gifts (both given and received),the Christmas tree, ham, hot chocolate and noche buena with my family.
This is the 1st year that we are celebrating without my kapatid -- my younger brother, Mak.He already went on board his first vessel and is about to dock at San Antonio, Chile in about 24 hours. I miss him of course. But despite his absence, our family still feels complete. Maybe because I am used to having one absent family member during special gatherings, with the nature of my Dad's job as well. Perhaps, it is also because I can see that my parents are happy and proud since their son -- the once prodigal child of theirs - is now on his way towards success.
My year has been very interesting. Contrary to my 2007, this year have been very light,filled with smiles, laughter, joy -- a few teardrops and stumbles every now and then, but still far more perfect than last year. Every moment was undoubtedly a blessing, every day, a miracle.I am especially thankful for the new relationship I have established with the Lord. Again, unlike last year, I think I grew closer to Him this year. I trusted in Him more, left things more under His control.Of course, there is still my occassional melt down, but I have to give myself credit for finding my way back much quicker -- although I have yet to go to confession. hehehe!
I have always loved my life -- despite the challenges, and struggles, but I can say that I have loved my life more this year. I don't know, maybe because, I think my eyes are much widely opened now than before. Allowing me to see clearly and optimistically through things -- realizing that everything happens for a reason -- God's reason. I hope this positive outlook, this tremendous love of life carry on to 2009, and the next year, and the next year and the next and the next -- until forever.
As I take a deep breath while writing my thoughts down, I feel a deep sense of peace, some inexplicable joy and an overwhelming sense of gratitude.
To all of you, my friends, guest readers (if any.hehehe!), my warmest greetings. May you have a truly blessed Christmas! Love life! =)
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