Undecided

"Your usually strong will is hardly making a peep -- where's this meek streak coming from? And, inconveniently, it's happening just when you need to make a decision."

I don't really believe in horoscopes and stuff like that...but this forecast on Friendster really caught my attention..hehehe!

I can imagine the people who knew about my current dilemma nodding their heads in agreement(with a smirk to boot..hehe) For those who don't, well, it's a matter of choosing between two..shall I say, hard-to-pass-up opportunities...

One, the chance to experience and learn about a foreign culture, which will allow me to get a feel of living independently for 1 year, working with non-english speaking people and which, most of all will contribute a lot to my already drained savings account..hehehe!(oh..there's one more reason..but if I tell you then I'd have to kill you. ;) )

The other one, on the other hand..will allow me to rest from sleepless nights, dreaming about stubborn bugs....one that will let me have my life back...a new world, where the future looks brighter...something that will "accentuate" (get it? hehe!) my professional life....

So there, now, I'm kinda facing two passage ways for one possible real end of the tunnel, where I will hopefully see the light....

Right now, I'm really torn and as I have told one close friend of mine, I wish things were simpler and easier to decide on....but..well..this is the spice of life...goodness...I just hope I could clearly see where God is leading me....

Darn...couldn't even decide on what title to give this entry...man..this is bad....